Multi-Topic Post for 10-14

Heh, I have no time to waste to differentiate between topics in seperate posts. I've got work tonight and I am dying to take comfort in my bed. Heh. So, here I go.

Fradulent Signatures
This was in today's STL Post as a small side not:

A state court knocked Ralph Nader off Pennsylvania's presidential ballot on Wednesday, citing thousands of fradulent signatures including "Mickey Mouse" and "Fred Flintstone."

Keep the Noise Down!
First hour was normal, as in, I was casual and humorous. It's funny how some of them get into these pointless arguments about which is better: PS2 or XBOX.

Which brings me to something I've recently noticed. I don't belong to any particular "group". I'm kinda on my own. I'm between the "Popular" Nerds / Intellectuals, and the Outcasts. I get along with fringe elements of each, I guess because I have a mix of the two in me. I dunno.

Last Night
Eh, it was normal. Had its funny moments. I was really loose by then, what had bothered me earlier had faded away easily. It's odd, it took realizing that I was being too serious and too angsty yesterday to suddenly get it to fade away. I feel "free" to a degree. It carried over into today.

Nice Guys Finish Last
Its interesting how I'm the bad guy to someone when really I'm not. And I'd have thought that she of all people would know that. Oh well. Goes to show how faith can be misplaced.

It seems to be my luck right now. I don't say that out of a lack of confidence (far from it), its just an observation. I probably just haven't met the right person yet. Either that or I have but the circumstances aren't right at the moment, whether it be my attitude or another person's attitude or a combo of the two; one of us or both of us not even realizing it, so on and so forth and all that what if mumbojumbo...

Not to mention, part of me does not want any relationships right now. Not because I don't like the idea of having someone around. Its more of a fearing change kind of deal, and fearing rejection. I'm mostly used to being alone. I've made myself that way, and I'm somewhat comfortable with it. I don't necessarily want the hectic mindset of a relationship or the angst from being turned down, though I wouldn't mind the peace of mind and the joy it would bring if it was the "right" person. I'd welcome that with open arms. I dunno. I don't like being demonized for it just because of someone's mistaken paranoia.

If I really wanted to I wouldn't have a problem being social, being more out there. But, I'm mostly content with where I am socially, despite the parts of me that don't like it (but there's always going to be that part that wants more regardless of standing). It's weird, and I'm too sleepy to be able to better detail it.

Operation Phantom Fury
Found this when browsing the Fox News website in 3rd hour:

Iraq's Bermuda Triangle

Overall
It's been a real good day because of that attitude readjustment that occured last night and having fun in a few of my classes. Sure, I'm vaguely down at times, but, I'll get over it. Its out of mind most of the time, anyway. Whatever the problem is right now will pass or be settled eventually. I hope. Heh.

Meanwhile I'm sick of work just because of how I have no time for the New Galaxy project or any practice for Journalism (which is a field I may be interested in going into). Sociology is slipping fast, which is not good because I have to pass every class this semester or its a Full year for me. I'm so glad I have tomorrow off. I can then catch up on some sleep and let my brain fully recharge -- temporarily.

And it looks like I'll have plenty of free time over the weekend given current circumstances.